sunshine through the fog - blabberings

做工工作

noreply@blogspirit.com () — Mon, 11 May 2009 17:21:00 +0800

我时不时 (ok - 常常 =___= ) 会想 - 可以不工作不再来办公室该有多好.

但每每我有此念头接下来的问题便是 - 不做工做什么呢?

要多久会开始闷的发慌闷的法霉?

I Just Realised...

noreply@blogspirit.com () — Thu, 07 May 2009 14:12:01 +0800

Come 16 June 2009, I'd be 4 years with CS.

This is officially my longest-serving bank so far.

*amazed*

放屁

noreply@blogspirit.com () — Thu, 16 Apr 2009 14:19:00 +0800

那天看《康熙来了》谈及丢脸的事。某位台湾女星说到她从来不在他人面前放屁，并也不允许她的另一半在她或众人面前这么做。更夸张的是- 她不在外上大号，除非逼不得已。即时从前与家人住在一起，她上厕所也不允许有人在外面，她爸爸更得躲入房间直至她“用完”为止。

说真的，我还蛮可怜她的。这么做人 - 好累哦。

觉得我好幸福，可以在我darling面前大放特放！

muahahaahahaaaa...

Finally!!!

noreply@blogspirit.com () — Sun, 19 Oct 2008 17:38:32 +0800

I cut my hair short! shortest i've had in a long long long while. feeling sssoooo light... :)

Aaaaarrrrggghh...

noreply@blogspirit.com () — Wed, 18 Jun 2008 22:56:06 +0800

Most times i feel a lucky lucky girl. That usually happens at non-working hours. When I'm with my darling.

Sometimes though, I feel downright unlucky.

Sometimes, things just don't go smoothly.

Even when most things seem right, but the few small things that irk magnify thyselves and over-accentuate.

I know it's silly to let these riffraff rattle me. I know what a waste of time it is to spend time on the unworthies.

But it's so difficult not to.

It's downright frustrating...

Stinko Singapura?

noreply@blogspirit.com () — Tue, 06 May 2008 19:40:37 +0800

Is it me or is Singapore getting stinkier by the day?

On the trains, in cabs, and even just crossing roads. It's a medley of unsavoury BO, stale smoke, BO, sourish odour, BO, BO, BO...

It didn't use to be like that. It's just getting downright unpleasant these days...

Sigh...

Contentment

noreply@blogspirit.com () — Tue, 15 Apr 2008 22:51:04 +0800

this is something that comes up in me every now and then.

and it's not just me. i believe it's a lot of people. it's human nature.

so many things in life are a matter of reality vs expectations.

expectation management. what you expect vs what you get.

it also just struck me that the more we have, the more we're blessed with, the more discontent we are. because we keep thinking we deserve better.

do we?

perhaps we do. perhaps we don't.

what really interests me is - will we be happier if we acknowledge that we don't. or does it not make a difference at all?

Last day of my 20s

noreply@blogspirit.com () — Mon, 17 Dec 2007 09:45:00 +0800

today...

i certainly don't feel 30.

nor, i'm repeatedly told by well-meaning friends et al, do i look 30.

but i am going to be 30. in 30 mins time...

it's just a number, i know. doesn't mean much, really. and frankly, not much impact to me.

except, i still do feel... ... ...

kinda old... :p

It's 5:02am...

noreply@blogspirit.com () — Tue, 11 Dec 2007 05:30:00 +0800

and i'm still wide awake. once in a while, i get these bouts of insomnia.

hate it.

hate it hate it hate it.

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finally we start planning our wedding. have got list of dates. have sent list of dates out to hotels checking availability.

that's how far we've come... :p

but i'm looking forward to it. not to the actual dinner and humdrum, truth be told. but the officiality of it. something that i used to think didn't bother me but which i now know better - it does.

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life is really unpredictable, you know. very scary.

anyone who's known me for long enough, well enough would've sensed how much i've changed over the past year and a half ever since then.

change. for the better or for the worse? a bit of each, i guess. on the plus side, i think i've got my priorities (more) right now. i know what's important to me and what's really superficial. there're things i used to hold high but now, i'd give them up at the snap for people i'd never leave voluntarily.

but i've also become a coward. i live in constant fear. constant apprehension. of bad things happening. to my loved ones. to me. i think undesirable thoughts of what i'd do should these bad things happen. paranoia? i hope that's what it really is. because it's only paranoia if it never happens, right?

but then, i chanced upon this that day. it's a food blog i used to frequent. then she stopped posting since oct last year and i stopped going. a link took me back and i realise the blog's been updated since sep this year. and it's taken me aback - what she updated. i was shocked and surprised. and confused. she's got cancer. but still she sounds so upbeat and positive - even continuing to post recipes as part of her journey. she even sounds cheery.

i want to ask why. but i know the answer i'd get. it's in her blog too.

but i don't.

i do respect and admire her very much for her positiveness nevertheless.

eatzybitzy - if you're reading this, i wish you all the best and a real speedy recovery.

Mountain sq

noreply@blogspirit.com () — Mon, 26 Nov 2007 22:25:00 +0800

Happy Birthday my dearest friend!

It's another milestone. Or is it just another number? Whatever it is, it's an indication that we're neither of us young things. You a mother of two. Me... still growing up. Hahaa...

How long we've come. 18? 17? Who cares? It's but another number.

What I do care is we've many many more years to go.

And we'll still be there. I for you. You for me. We for each other.

Thanks for being there all these years. Through the good and the bad.

I'm so glad I've got you by my side...