sunshine through the fog

... here I come!!! :D

 

 work's been a killer. making me reconsider. re-self-evaluate. 

 

can't wait. counting down... 3 more (working) days...

 

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i realise my blog's dying on me. my urge to write's dying on me. i'll read about something and feel the 感动 to pen something on it. but most of the time i make it as far as the log-in or even the new post click. but faced with a blank screen and other tabs waiting to be surfed... 

 

i'm not a patient person. that i've known and seen it demonstrated countless times. at work, at home, at me.

 

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 anyway, this is what i wanted to blog about that day.

 

yes - i read her. yes - it's a long post. yes - i do have the tendency to gloss over sometimes when she starts getting "theoretical".

 

if you, like me, lack the patience, then go ahead and skip forward to the section THE REALITY.

 

 i actually rather (ok, very much) agree with her. 2 things:-

• life, is about choices. (and regrets)
• i choose love, partnership, family 

 

 and this, is something i only really appreciate as i proceed to step over the 30 mark.

 

the things i value and look forward to now are worlds apart from that i strove for 5 years ago.

 

and the really lucky thing?

 

i think i actually have got most of it now. the really important ones that matter.

 

and what i've lost? it's outta my hands.