sunshine through the fog

it's been a while since i last wrote anything here. guess i grew tired. tired of feeling sad. and i gather you who's reading this should also be feeling tired of my sadness.

i haven't stopped feeling this sadness and the truth is, i probably never will. but i've learnt to force myself to stop as much as i can. although sometimes i just let it well over me so i don't forget.

sometimes i think this sadness is a balance. it's to stop my life from being too good. else some other misfortune will happen. so perhaps this sadness is good.

is there such a thing???

mebbe i'm just being silly.

and no, this post has nothing to do with national day. i just can't think of a good title.

i hate it that blogspirit makes the title field compulsory.


i love travelling. i hate flying. wish they can invent some transponding machine. save us time and discomfort.
though i'd probably not dare to use it in my life-time. scaredy-cat me.

can't wait till our next holiday. only just came back from our hk/gz/macau trip but it feels so long ago. too long ago.


i'm sick of singapore.

is that a very non-patriotic thing to say (type) on 9 aug?

it's not that i dislike my home country. i've always been aware of how lucky we're to be born in sgp. how safe. how secure. how advanced. how full of opportunities. and i've not been stingy about sharing that sentiment with others.

i'm just sick and tired of its people, its environment, its tiresome hold on me.