sunshine through the fog

Have always liked words.

Like reading them.

Like writing them.

Been wanting to write my own blog for ages but....

Another thing I like: procrastinating...


At this point in time, I'm feeling very vulnerable.

The fragility of life...

The uncertainties...

The mishaps...

They overwhelm me, almost to the point of suffocation at times.


Perhaps it's the night

Perhaps it's the fear of tomorrow

It brings out this dark melancholic side of me

This side which so many who knows me might find surprising


Do not be mistaken

I enjoy life

I enjoy the joy life brings

I enjoy the surprising twists and turns which make it interesting

I feel totally fortunate to be formed and living in this amazing universe


Many a times have I wondered at the wonders of existence

Why am I me?

Why do I feel the way I feel and not the way the girl sitting opposite me feels?

Why do I think these thoughts I have?

Why Why Why?


Since a long time ago, I've ceased seeking answers to these questions

But that doesn't stop me from asking them from time to time...


I believe in God

I believe there is a God

He might not be the same God as He is to everyone else

but He is my God


And I am now praying to him,
in my very first blog
with all my heart

~Bless my mother~
Bless her with health & longevity
Bless her so that she can enjoy the things she never had the chance to enjoy
Bless her so that I have the chance to treat her better and make her happier
Bless her as she is the best mother I can ever have... ...